Future

I am looking to my future, 
not dwelling on the past. 
Stuff may come and try to shut me down,
but it will never last. 
Future is within reach, future is bright...
Every step I take towards it is right. 
Come one, come all, try to stop me please.
When I  push past you and succeed 
you will fall to your knees and see 
that I am on the road to what I am meant to be.

Alone

Alone, distant, by myself


sitting, waiting or some help

need a hand to set me free

from this inner misery

Take me, take me far from here

where there's nothing at all to fear

I need someone to remedy me

from this horrible solo feeling

Hug kiss hug kiss
want your body, want your lips
entwined in passon, made into one
until the moon becomes the sun

Sitting down just crying
stress slowly prying
into a pleasant soul now
causing an emotional breakdown

Little girl is just so confused
to many feelings, how to choose?
which is fake, which is real
which is the one she should feel

Words

Emotional scars
Laced with anthrax flavored words
All on my body

Mind

You'll never get me
you won't understand unless
you get in my mind